Anna and I had at least an hour alone to talk today…she is taking a course RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW, with a women I first heard speak when I was in Mexico, Jennifer Hough. In my search for her I found Simon Jordan…over a year later I found out that Simon was My Coaches business coach. Kate Gardner is now an INTERNATIONAL BEST SELLER seven times over.
I BELIEVE Anna and I will have a strong connection, she was a grade above me in High School. She doesn’t remember me but I remember her as a striking tall redhead, always friendly, she was the first female, second child of a family of I think 6. Her younger sisters were very good friends of my ex SILs. I think her role in life is to be the big sister, she has no children of her own but is very motherly.
From my vision I can usually see the connections, the interactions and how life feels like it’s in alignment most of the time now…does anyone else see the connections to everything?
After talking to her I think my need to stand out is to see the connections to ME…I AM MY OWN PLANET today. Who am I touching? Who is seeing the value in MY GIFTS? What am I really bringing to the table for other HUMANS?
If you look at us as a collective…from 30,000 feet you can SEE/FEEL/HEAR the disease of separation…LOL does anyone else get this? This random crap just comes out at times and IT FEELS SO EXPANSIVE…no one else in my world can see what I SEE…What I SEE is a well oiled machine, maybe not now, maybe soon I don’t know, but it would BE GREAT to SEE IT in MY OWN LIFETIME…
My fantasy is that this is now MY WORLD, those that don’t like it can go to hell…PLEASE DON’T BE AFRAID…I see many of you there already….LOL…sometimes I make myself laugh…is this insane that I could BELIEVE this is a REALITY? IMAGINATION is a WONDERFUL thing, it’s what makes me smile.
I pretend that my heart touches other hearts as I walk around town…my vision keeps going back to a couple I saw last night. As I walked by they both smiled and had an intense look as I walked by…I just realized they walked on the other side and they stood by the steps kind of close to me…I totally forgot about that part…then as I was leaving, we were walking opposite directions and we just smiled and said, “hi”…Wonder if I’ll ever see them again…hmmm
In MY WORLD I kind of feel like Venus: the Goddess is representative of motherhood, domesticity and prosperity. She was the fertility Goddess of gardens, vineyards and humans…yea I can see that…I guess I’ll just be LILA, the Sanskrit meaning is PLAYGROUND TO THE GODS, how FUN is that???
I’ve always felt like I was an island to myself…I’ll just play with it: I AM AN ISLAND my national flower is the THUNDER LOTUS, national bird, the HUMMINGBIRD, my weapon will be a wand…it looks like a LIGHTNING BOLT and has the POWER to OPEN the HEARTS OF MORTAL MEN…when I use it, each being has the choice to continue to live and fight for generations to come, or they can perish and allow the crap they leave behind to keep perpetuating…what more could a girl ask for? WE ARE MORE POWERFUL THAN WE’VE BEEN LED TO BELIEVE…